I'm 13 and life sucks. I know I know every moody teenager says that but mine really does. At least it feels like it does. My mom is narcissistic. I'm stuck between loving and hating her. Whenever we talk it's just a list of my flaws and conversations get shut down. I've tried to remain calm during arguments but she finds something wrong about that to. She's always moving from one thing to the next and forgetting about the past. My oldesta sister is 19. She's autistic and I hate her. That sounds horrible doesn't it? Over the course of my life she's stollen around 300 dollars from me. She took away my childhood because I always had to be the bigger person. Even now I have to be the bigger person. My mom also acts like a child all the fucking time. My middle sister is my only relief in the family and she's 17. She's leaving the house soon. So I'll be all alone in hell. my mom always says my oldest sister will be out in two more months...its been two years. I started cutting again. Kill me