Ok so basically, my first kiss was with this guy I'm friends with, let's call him J. JUST TO BE CLEAR, I don't like J (but lie I feel like I cooouuullld but I js don't idk) I don't like anyone as I'm not looking for a relationship right now (also wasn't at the time that this all happened) So anyways, what happened was: I had been friends with J for two years when he got with my best friend, A. But they literally barely talked and never even kissed. And anyways then they broke up and hated eachother for a while, now they're friends again ish. So anyways, quite a while after breaking up with A, J told me he'd liked me for a really long time. I told him I didn't like him like that, and over the next year, he would bring up the fact tht he liked me every once in a while. Anyways, this one time I went to the cinema with J, and then 5 other friends. And like maybe we kissed.. BUT LIKE IT'S NOT THAT BAD CUZ A TOLD ME SHE WAS OVER HIM AND YEAH I'M STILL BESTIES WITH A AND CLOSE WITH J HAHA