My family sucks, I live with my abusive mother, grandpa and amazing yet SO annoying little sister. I have absolutely zero love life and only one friend that I barely talk to because she’s busy with other people or school but now when we do talk I just feel so low and awkward and hurt that I fuck it up and don’t put nearly enough effort into it. I know when or if I finally move out I will be all alone and I don’t know what I’ll do with my life. I’m just so tired.