["Stop writing all this as poems". Take your fucking life yourself. You have no right to tell us what we should and shouldn't write. Just do it. Not everything amounts to just "I'm depressed or wanna SH that's just your retoddid fantasy of what it should look like. Here's some actual life, get a rope yourself.] There is a word for people like you. Have you not read what I wrote? I said to CONTINUE writing it as a poem, just not in the bland way of one song every time. It can be, "Sometimes cutting is smoother than butter, though, I'd never show my mother. She'd say I'm useless, so then I know I'm not ready to do this" Creativity can still work, but its always a song and thats what I'm saying it is. Telling me to kill myself because you didnt read the full thing just shows why doomscrolling fries your brain. Basically what I said was Dont write it as some repetitive song or peom everywhere, make it yourself or mix the words up. Genuinely hope you find tutoring...