hey so something I recognize is that I fantasize abt a stalker. Ik a lot of ppl do but like I really fantasize one like it’s insane. what’s even crazier is that I have one, but it’s my ex gf and like she’s slowly ruining my life…um yeah. like idrc about that bc I just don’t I guess?? I mean now I guess that just made me more into men than women. anyway I have had a couple instances where even if they were slightly similar stalker behaviors (male) I would be scared SHITLESS. so yeah that made me realize I’d rather have an admirer or keep it in fiction. I think I’m too ugly for it idk but yeah! my ex is pretty insane tho and it’s been getting worse so time for me to start caring. I don’t think she wants to get back together, but it’s more out of envy or jealousy or something