My friend never texts me, we never talk and I know they’ve got better and more important things to do but I just feel so alone all the time and when we do talk, it’s after something’s happened and I need to comfort them, even days after I tried to self destruct and they didn’t seem to care at all. I’ve always been a 2nd thought to everyone I meet even family and I just want to be loved. I am NEVER going to be someone’s first thought when they wake up the way they are for me and that really really hurts.
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