random shit turns me on throughout the day and I'm tired of it. stupid stuff, same stuff since I was 6 years old or even younger. not a time I can remember where I didnt feel like a pervert for daring to leave the house. All the confusion and stress of being a young child with sexual feelings and I couldnt tell anybody. and now all the confusion of being a young adult with sexual fixations, cant talk to people without my interests, they'll think I'm gross, cant talk to people with my interests online because I'm under 18, they'll just block me or prey on me. Tired of the confusion and the isolation.
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