i almost cut but i got too scared i usually draw out how im feeling at the moment and its been orel doing sh which seems a bit strange to me because usually im the subject im drawing about whenever i think about cutting its always me but why is it orel now?? it feels right but why i think im finally getting why people yumeship im getting attached to the character hes all i draw and think about nowadays ive thought about it a lot so ig to make sense of it hes there for comfort i have a boyfriend and we used to talk a lot but due to personal reasons i cant control it it sucks so bad and while we can still talk im finding myself wanting more alone time i want to talk more but i cant talking to him just seems tiring im usually just stuck thinking about bs i dont want to lose him since he might be the only dude that will actually love a trnny like me lmfao but i just dont feel like it nowadays im sorry felix maybe you dont feel as bad as i do or maybe you do i wouldnt know