* I moved to a new company after 2 months of being idle in a corporate. This company is substantially smaller than the previous one which is making me doubt my decision * After 2 months of being idle, just playing games and watching streams I feel so out of "work" mode. I cant sit on a laptop to work for more than an hour. * I have a toxic girlfriend that I have to deal with until I break up with * I have a lot to learn for the new company as I lacked a lot of things in experience * I am tired constantly * I have never worked a strict 9 to 5 before (previous company was mostly remote) and I am expected to go to the office 2 days a week  * I am in massive debt and pay around 15K a month, +another 15K for my family where I am forced to support them * I have no money so I am forced to stay at this company until I get another opportunity in a year * I have a huge social anxiety and literally was about to breakdown when I went there for the first time and had to deal with people