im in somuch mental pain my stimach hurts i wonn apuke it hurts so bad i wish taht i could i die ugh js get me out of here idk wht to do i dont want to die im scared ill have naother panic attack my mums finnally comming home td and this is teh worst ive been since days i hate this i hate this i hate this ihate this i hate this i hate this. Its too much too much cant it stop?why me?im not even taht special there ppl going through worse things and i feel so guilty everyone would be better off without me im sorry i hate this. I hate school. I feel so bitter and jealous. I deserve everything. I want to disappear so everyone would be happier.I want to feel that numbness again.
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