im so fucking mad i got seperated from the only friend that actually. Cared about me we got separated into different schools and now im here to fend for myself sure we could talk online but its just not the same. school drama and stuff is what gets us talking this is actually so unfair im extremely traumatized by my previous school and i hate the people at my new school. i get racial remarks and made fun of for being neurodivergent and constant harassment. i cant even get much help because of my parents apparently school is supposed to make you confident n loud and proud at the end of your senior year but thats bullshit. apparently i haven’t found my people? ill bet you im the strangest person you’ll ever meet and im trying so hard to blend in every day If i said i wanted to kill myself again that'll only bring me to the psych ward and disappointment to my parents i miss my friend but i literally cannot do anything. im out of control of this situation this shit is so unfair