I think that I might want to kill myself. This pain is too great. The people that I turned to for answers turned their backs on me the moment I began an investigation on my ex. Not only did my ex betray and “punish me” when I asked for a break to focus on my schoolwork. I found out that they were a liar, not a petty liar but a treacherous liar. Calling me “unsafe” the moment I asked for a break. I woke up with all of my writings gone, my account banned from the discord server we were in, and I was barred from asking if she had done these things. When I went to others for help she, because she blocked me didn’t give me access to our shared dms so I was left without anyway to defend myself. I became a scapegoat for so many people. I don’t know what to trust anymore. Was she lying to me the entire time?