I started masturbating in preschool. I didn't know what it was, I would touch myself, and feel good, and that's all I understood. fast forward to now. i've learned what it really is, and it has just gotten worse. I often feel hypersexual and needy, and its disgusting. I'm disgusting. I can't seem to stop myself from wanting to be touched inappropriately by anyone. I'm not getting better. -vb