i can't keep living here, but i have to. i still have 3 years to go til college, and there's zero chance of me getting emancipated and living on my own or anything because my add makes me so incompetent. i can't even do chores. i feel like i'm going to go insane. my family is so ungodly childish, and i need the people around me to be serious like at least a little bit of the time. they're always belching, farting, talking about how they're gonna "go potty", talking about feces, urine, diapers, & genitalia, and joking about the stupidest fucking things. the house is always in such a terrible state too. luckily my mom doesn't have any serious hoarding, but there's always tons and tons of stuff all over any available surface, wads of fur all over the floor (due to our extremely annoying 5 dogs), and as of late small puddles of urine or drops of feces sometimes since we now have a puppy. i'm just so tired. i want out of here. i want somewhere where it is quiet for more than TEN SECONDS.