My friends most likely hate me.my parents think I’m dumb and pressure me.i cant do anything right.i always get into fight with my”friends”.nothing makes me excited anymore.I’m insecure.i know one day I’m gonna have to to send a goodbye message to my friends or block them.they think I’m selfish.I’m sensitive.but sometimes the worst things in my life are my friends..but on the positive side,I have real friends,kind and supportive ones,who I really love,and those bad friends,the ones who slap me harder when I accidentally hit them hard by accident because sometimes I don’t know my own strength,in the future i don’t know if Ill can take it anymore.I realized that my pets,my cat.my dog even my mom will leave me but I know that’s how life works but I’m not ready for that..I’m scared of losing them,again..those bad friends of mine?I can’t just say”let’s not be friends anymore”I’m scared of what they think.if what they’ll do.one of my “friends”talks about drugs and scars and killing.