I wanna commit suicide so bad, I've been depressed since this year, I don't wanna go to school because I feel really depressed cause of how judgemental and gossipy my classmates are , I even hear gossips about me saying I'm a teacher's pet just because my teacher had praised me, I also get physically bullied alot I got elbowed , hit and got thrown stuff on my head, I tried reaching out to my parents but they said it's my fault I'm getting bullied, That I'm a idiot who should learn how to socialize, I'm a person who doesn't socialize that much and has only 1 friend that even uses me only talking to me when she needs something but when I wanna talk to her and hangout during lunch she ditches me for her other friend, I also always had my stuff stolen in school, Constant insults thrown at me, I keep hearing that I'm dumb, ugly and fat! Please I wanna die already.. I don't have anyone to lean on... I feel so hopeless please...