Everyone and everything is so overwhelming. I wanna cut of contact with everyone I know. Or atleast, people i truly care about, because I feel like they'll leave and hurt me, or worse, I'll hurt them first. People always leave. That's how it's always been and will be, so I learnt to leave first. Easier for the both of us. But this time there's this guy I like. I really like him and he likes me, but I'm going through alot of stuff. I struggle harshly with body image and food, and have depression in waves that push me to act in ways i regret. I know he'll leave eventually. I've pushed him away alot anyways. Better that I leave first, right? It'll hurt less. For him and me both.
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