It’s so fucking stupid which is why I’m writing here, I WANT A FUCKING FAIRYTALE ROMANCE. I want my partner to be more loving and more supportive. I want a lot of fucking things but I’m a teenager and I can’t fucking get them. I have ZERO reason to be depressed and unhappy, but for some reason I can’t find it in myself to be happy. I feel so empty but I’m surrounded by a loving family and my friends, I have a good life. I just want to be normal and happy but I can’t control that. It sounds weird but god I want more control in my life. I don’t want to make people do things or whatever but I just want to feel in control of myself for once. To know what I’m doing next. I just want to be okay. I’m only a teenager trying her best w a partner who had a hard time using emotions and I have too many emotions. I’m trying I swear. Just give me my life back. Please.