My father is a bastard cheater who left our family and used half of my school fund for his mistress and her daughter. He ruined my 18th birthday in February and I haven’t spoken to him since, it’s August. My mom says will you ever feel bad and forgive him? No. And anytime I think I might I just view the recordings of what he did that day. I looked at an old message my friend sent me, on my birthday she wishes me the happiest birthday, and the day after since I was in school she texted me later if I was okay because I had seemed off. That’s my why. He’s a lying, abusive, bipolar piece of degenerated shit and he’s not my father. My father left me 12 years ago when he moved to another country. Now im trying my hardest to get into uni for medicine so I can show im not going to lose to his actions. Even during my graduation speech I thanked my mom and brother..Got way too much hate from his side of the family who know what he’s done. Non-respectfully, fuck him. Thank you.