Bro genuinely, suicide is always on my mind. It is so obnoxious. I hate going to school listening to all these people laugh and smile with their friends while I sit alone thinking about what id write on my suicide note. I hate living in this shit hole. I hate knowing exactly how I’m going to die. I hate that people around me are excited to hit 18 or excited to get married or wtv while I watch from the sidelines just waiting to be able to buy a gun.