i’ve been sexually assaulted multiple times my life and it started from when i was at the age of 8. i’m 17 now and i fantasise or even get turned on by imagining being assaulted again. i feel disgusting and i know it’s very wrong. i can’t help it but i want to. i don’t go to any therapy, i tried but i couldn’t get myself to say anything. i’m worried my fantasies will become reality and i will get myself assaulted again because my body seems to react to it
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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