i feel bad when i am with my parents bc i always try do avoid them and never say i love you and i don’t really have a good relationship with them, even tho now it’s getting better. it’s the fact that we had some troubles over the past 2 years and i still can’t get over those things. my mum left home for some times 2 yrs ago, then last year we had many fights and when my parents discovered i used to sh, my mum became unbearable and she said evil things to me. she wished on the worst things and said she had wanted to khs so many times. and many other things. i don’t know what to do with my life. there are so many other things going on but i don’t really wanna write everything