I can't believe how my life went man, from bullying to ostracization from people telling lies about me to break my reputation from my family all being mentally ill to bullying/abusing me. It's just crazy man, to even just think about how my life went and how it could/should have been is just to cry about. And then people tell you you're not justified to feel bad or grief something while the same people gave you those feelings. Society just doesn't teach that everyone should be respected.