I messed up i ruin the only relationship that made me feel happy even before she blocekd me i wounld'nt be lieing by saying i felt that happyness again like everything was ok i had someone i miss her even after we both did what we did if given the chance to do it all over again i would with out one thought in my mind but shes gone and idk what to do i wanna reach out and let her know how i feel how she makes me feel but i dout it will matter she gonna block me again ik i have to let her go but ik its sad but without her idk how to move on