here's the thing. i'm not comfortable with myself. any sort of style i go with, it just looks bad no matter how much i try to make it work. low self-esteem aside, nothing just works with my physique or personality. because of this, i've since then never wore any "girly" outfits. i felt that it didn't suit me. i've always went with what i was most comfortable with which is a little bit more "tomboyish" or tbh---a really plain and basic style. t-shirt + pants / jorts. it's what suits me---or so i thought 💀 i wanna be comfy with my outfits, but i also wanna be in style (?) does that make sense? but even with my comfiest fits i just end up looking straight buns. other people where what i wear and it looks good on them. everything just leads back to my physique and face and it just haunts me. i don't feel confident in anything and it just gets worse whenever i see myself in any reflective surface. i would always think i look good until i see myself in photos and mirrors. i hate this.