I cant stop cutting myself. i know its bad and it makes the ones i care about worry, but it feels good to be able to relieve my sadness and anger in some way. i cannot express frustration in my current household or else i get treated like im the bad guy even if my older brothers constantly yell and hit things. I have started to look forward to feeling the blade against my skin after a bad day or just when im sad. i like the familiar pain but i hate how long it takes to stop bleeding. I wish i didnt find so much comfort in this, but i just cant bring myself to get better
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