I’m going to need to get real comfortable with sexuality real fast. I’m asexual. Never been my thing. So I thought I’d practice on myself first so I feel more comfortable. Absolutely not. Maybe I did it wrong but I hated that. Why do people do this on purpose? I need to be able to do it on purpose. I’m an adult. I’m sure I’ll get used to it by the time I am actually going to do the thing because I refuse to chicken out. This is important to me. But imagining and feeling are very different. Can’t really tell my friends this kind of thing. Obviously.
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