Idk whos readin this but i just cant acknowledge why my mother keeps siding with my big sister. So my sis keeps doing bad things and telling me not to tell my parents but Today i had enough of her so i told them. i told my mother that my sister tried to strangle me for the past 1 year when they werent looking. I remember very clearly that she (sis) even thought i was dead once and said "nice, time to do my homework." Im currently crying heavily as i write this as my mother had just protected my sister and said that i was lying. When she confronted my sister, she kept saying "I DIDNT?? I SWEAR!" and my mother believed her. For the past years, my mother had kept scolding me for answering her during scolding and saying its talking back when she clearly asked a question. ive been wondering if she ever loves me, and if she is really my mother. my father too. Today my father told me to eat dinner while i was doing homework, and even threatened that i didnt,he would hit me.ikeepwantingtodie:(