I don't feel good enough. I feel ti fat around my skinny friends and too skinny around my fat friends. People tell me I'm too skinny and to eat but then I can't eat anymore and nothing happens. The next day I look in the mirror and think how much of a fat pig I am and how someone is skinnier. I also don't have large breasts. They're a cups. And I get bullied so hard. It good because I'm a dancer, but I always say "but I have a good personality" when talking to someone I like. I skip meals without realizing it. Sometimes I just don't eat. And I want to go on a diet. I don't want to weigh over 115. I'm 113. I'm too close. But I know it's mostly muscle. I need to weigh 100 pounds to make me feel happy but not like a twig. I don't have a flat stomach. Even though I know I'm skinny. So losing weight will help me get that. Maybe drinking salt water too. Idk. I hate my body. So does every teenage girl. I don't think I deserve help because girls my age have already thought and had worse.