Why are parents so controlling and narcissistic and manipulative and ugh.. god like im drowning here and ur telling me to be grateful for the water... man i feel like im rotting away no one in this family is emotionally stable no matter how i try to communicate or understand or have patience they just dont care no matter what they do as long as they think its good for me then i shouldn't complain even when its making me worse man i wish i could just not be here anymore but if i leave my mom will prolly get into psychosis like what do i do? i say up at night cus i dont want to live in the day anymore and my parents still have a way to ruin it, i get punished if i go out for a 15 min walk outside and im a grown ass adult who has a job. i work my ass of and they say "you should be grateful cus were letting you out the house" what the fuck? you want me to become some sort of mindless bitch thats stays at home on the computer and does nothing? FUCK FCKRIGBTR;FKELWJEVRGBIUFERVBHJGR NVKJFERDW