I can't help it. I take notice of lots of things. That's simply how I am. And I get trashed for stating facts of how I see things. I just don't even know. You especially wouldn't expect this from your own family. It's like people are drawn to me but at the same time they want to condemn me or cause problems. That doesn't make any sense. For real example nobody will be outside. Then I step a few feet out the door here people start coming from everywhere. No it doesn't happen every time but quite a lot. I'm so emotionally drained rn. God help me.