I am sixteen years old. I live with older people, their peaks (as in twenties and thirties) in the 70s and 80s. And I hear all the same things, my generation is dumb, my generation is lazy, ect and ect. And i find it getting to me. The fearmongering, the hatemongering. Its working on me. Recently, I've become so much anxious about school and life I've been gaining weight once again and sleeping at bad times. God is coming back, I'll never be able to get a car, a house. Hatemongering, homophobia, racism, sexism, on and on and on, attacking me by social media algorithms. Looksmaxing attacking my dna, sometimes I agree with them. I wish I could be so cold and apathetic, but i am not. I feel so much for things I know I shouldn't, but everything just makes me so mad, and sad. I wish i was more manly, I wish i was more tough.