You bring a lot on yourself I was told today by toxic family. NO I DON'T BRING PEOPLE'S BULLSHIT SHITTY TREATMENT ON MYSELF. how TF does that even make any sense. It's not like Im out begging people to to mistreat and disrespect me. Because I literally bother nobody ffs. No I'm not perfect or anything but geez the bullshit I have to deal with. I think my family are both mentally ill and addicts which is not a good combination. I don't know why I've had so many attacks on me today. Today wasn't the first time of course. There's been many in the past. Call people on what they do then they play victim and try to silence you for defending yourself. I don't like being as angry as I was today. I'm still not totally over it tbh. And despite being religious nobody hardly apologizes in my family. Which is a frustration in itself. Like my relative thought it was ok to mistreat me yet they cry and can't handle the same treatment. How is that ok? Yeah that's why I don't like them.