I have this indescribable feeling of having to "catch up" with everyone. It's like I have to find a part-time job or find some income, get good grades, graduate college on time, live on my own, etc. etc. Like I have to be on par with everyone or else I'm good for nothing. It just feels like I'm way behind everyone else and I don't wanna be left behind you know? It's a horrible feeling that just haunts me everyday. It feels like the more I see people, the more I feel like I'm not doing anything and I'm just being incompetent and useless. Like a waste of energy, time, money, and space. I really don't know how to stop comparing myself or just going with my own pace.
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