My dad is not a very good person anymore. He was, he was my hero from my childhood and straight to the adulthood. But something changed, he's homophobic now, doesn't get me seriously, sometimes racist. But now, now he's not very interested in everything. He says he's a realist, but he's a complete pessimist. He thinks everythings bad and he's sure I'm failing as a person, but my health and mental state grew better than it were before. My best friend said that they find him repulsive. His usual kind jokes became humiliating and hurtful. I don't know what's to do. he doesn't listen to me. When I ask him that I want to be alone for a while, he deson't listen. No matter how much I repeat it. And when I'm starting yelling, he gets offended and ignores me for days. It wasn't like this. I don't want even to talk with him anymore. I'm tired to fix our relationships again when he doesn't give a f-cking try. F-ck.