I think I was raped as a child but I'm not sure there was a boy only a year old then me and we would often play games like extreme hide and seek and at first I was fine with it I was four it was just a game but as would tell him no and he would pressure me into playing these sexual games but he was only a year older them me why would he do that , when I was eight I woke up and his penis was in my mouth I was too scared to move or do anything I just say there pretending to sleep and he was finished but I'm not sure if it was rape because he was so young this is the time I remember clearest but I'm sure he did it other times too