This is about everything combined, I can’t sleep, no body knows what I do to myself, I’ve been smoking weed, and now I can’t sleep I’m just about ready to blow my fucking brains out with my dads handgun, I don’t fuckijg care anymore, I’m a dirty pervert, and I’m fucking stupid d I barely made it past the eighth grade, also I’m fucking ugly my teeth are crooked, for fucks sake half of one is missing, also I don’t fucking know what happened after the brule, I don’t even know, someone please just but a fucking bullet in my head and drop me in lake fucking superior