I’ve been kinda suicidal for the past couple months and idek why. My friends and family love me so I think it’s because i hate myself. I cut myself for the first time today but I was too much of a pussy to make myself bleed. It was just scratches from my pocketknife. The same pocketknife I got from some nice girls. The one I used to carve a cute little whale, and now I’m using it to cut/scratch myself.