Ok i have been losing my damn mind. I have been suffering for years from School related trauma and My paranoia has gotten so bad. And the people i live with aint helping either infact they made it worse I feel like i am faking A mental illness because there are people who have gone through way worse and that im just fucking stupid because im young and all of what ive gone through should be discredited. Like none of my feelings matter im just doing something in life wrong and its so easy to recover I wish i could have some peace of mind ffs . Being neurodivergent is insufferable . Trying to live in this world is like trying to hammer a square peg into a circle shaped hole
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