i fucking hate my dad. sometimes I wish I didn't exist or I had a different dad.. he's I'll tempered and selfish, he gets mad when we mess up his thing but acts ignorant when HE messed up.. he'll drill all what he wants but pretends to forget shit tht has been consistent AND I KNOW HE KNOWS BUT HE JUST DOESNT WANNA BE IN THE WRONG shits so frustrated I cannot wait to die and not deal with anything in the world