I'm stuck. I feel I can't do anything but I know I'm capable of doing something so I feel like shit for not doing anything. My room is never organised, if I try to organise something then something else gets worse in the process, I spend days without taking a shower or washing my hair and I feel disgusting when I go to sleep, whish discourages me bc I don't wanna lie on the same bed after getting cleaner. My social, academic and house life are all a mess. I feel like I need an assistant, or meds, or both. (Seriously if there isn't something seriously out or order in my brain then the only other explanation I have for my behaviour is that I'm just failing at being an adult. I guess this goes on frustration but this is how I feel in my daily life