Im losing it all, i have been struggling for years, and its been getting worse lately. I turned 18, 3 months ago, and my parents already want me to go do smth, and start working. And it frustrates me so much, they think me laying all day in bed, is just cause im lazy or smth. I feel like i should have kms, long time ago, but i didnt. And now im in a live that i dont wanna be. Everyday i just think how right now, death is the only option i have to end all my problems, since i cannot even have the strengh to tell my parents im struggling, and neighter have any friends, that could hear my struggles