He hasn't texted back in over 24 hours, said he couldn't go to the concert with me because it would have made his Sunday really rough. Said he had brunch with a friend on Sunday....all day apparently. Makes me feel like it was a date and makes me sad. He also said he is available every day next weekend and could see me. I know I have to be patient, it's killing me. We haven't seen each other to where we could talk in person in over 2 weeks and texting has been sporadic so it's been so much patience, waiting, not knowing, very anxious feelings and thoughts. And so many double, even triple texts. Embarassing. Why am I letting him control me like that 😭