all i ever wanted was simple, a mother who smiles at me when i get home, not the kind of mother that " what happened to the school?" " its good." " good? no details or what not? do i have to guess for that" what she meant is that she wanted to know who interacted to me and tell her all the conversation we had like fuck. all i ever wanted was a proper greetings. becasue she couldnt do anything good all that matters for her is that my grades my perfection shit, like bro im so tired i cant take this shit anymore im gonna fucking kill myself..i'm always scared to her.. i'm beaten up and what not..i'm scared that one day shell embarrass me publicly..i wanna get adopted instead.. just a pile of money for her would be fine.. id rather die than being with her..