I'm so tired all the time that i don't have the energy to be a good friend, and i love my friends with my everything! they're always supportive and understanding, but even i know that they have their limits, and theres only so many times they'll wait for me to feel better enough to text or hangout before they get tired of it. i don't mean to be like this either, i'm just so so so so tired and drained of energy both emotional and physical all the time so i'll sleep and sleep and i won't respond to messages because i either feel guilty or know i won't be fun to talk to. they deserve better so maybe i should just cut them off so they can move on from me and find new. better friends that aren't a broken mess.