i hate how much my partner’s mother denies eveything i saw. she denies the fact that her own child had a seizure. she didnt see what i see. and because she didn’t see it, it never happened. she thinks im stupid. i know what it sounds like. i know what it looks like. why do you care so much yet so little at the same time. i wish you’d just overdose already. she touched me at the beach, right at the hem of my bikini and she would’ve gone further if i didnt immediately put her in her place. she thinks im stupid. a lot of people think im stupid, but in a way that makes it easier to predict them. they dont assume much of me, they dont watch me as closely, i can get away with much more. sorry. im losing my mind because i JUST escaped my abusive childhood home. and now im back at square one. fuck.