no one cares. it feels like no one cares about how i truly feel or what i say. no matter how amny times i speak about it to anyone, im always ignored. im always told im being dramatic, its in my head, or its only temporary. but it's not, i've felt this ever since middle school and it hasnt gone away. i have nothing, i am nothing. i have no friends, no social life, no one i can talk to about anything not even what i feel. i have nothing. no one. if i died it feels like it wouldnt even matter. people would move on after the funeral. i dont even have motivation to keep going. it sucks so bad and i wish i had someone just anyone to care about me the way i care about others and try to help as much as i can. but no matter what im always ignored or just put aside. i dont even have motivation to take care of myself, and all my family can say is, "you'll get sick if you keep this up" or just constantly telling me how im useless, that i need to do something with my life. i can't take it anymore.