I recently found out I likely have borderline personality disorder and it has sent me spiraling. Just having it makes me feel like Im a walking red flag and only adds to my problematic thoughts about myself. Makes me feel like if I open up about it, the less people I will have around me...and then I dont know if that is just my bad thoughts or due to the stigma behind it, or both. It's a lot and making me depressed. Also does not help that the guy Ive been talking to has not talked to me all day and I keep thinking about that, also too tired from two days of concerts and emotional distress to really do what I need to cope. So im here, ranting, hoping this will help at least a little. Ugh
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