I'm so frustrated with my therapist, it seems like she is more focused in transforming me into a normal person than to find ways to help me as I am, she makes me speak everything out loud even though I've communicated many times that I unconsciously filter certain topics out, and that I don't really have control over it. Whenever I have an issue with other people she tells me to just ignore it, but doesn't show me any strategy on how to do that. I'm supposed to lower my anxiety, but at the same time am supposed to double check everything because of my bad memory, two things that don't mesh well. It seems like she's allergic to referring me to further treatment, I've described to her textbook signs of many mental disorders and she does nothing, at most she says "well, you should check that out" LADY, YOU'RE THE DOCTOR RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT!!!! I CANNOT CONVINCE MY INSURANCE THAT I NEED MORE HELP. And my dad doesn't believe I could have any disorder either, so I'm on my own, as always.