I’m just tired of everything. Genuinely all I try to do is help people and do for the good of others while I’m over here having a panic attack and breaking down. I keep everything hidden from everyone and only releasing a little information to the people close to me. I feel like I’m being dramatic and whiny if I tell someone or they’ll just say “alright” and “okay” like they always have before comforting someone else. I have no one to go to and even if I wanted to I would feel worse without knowing the outcome. I’ve tried with two people already and have gotten the same response. Then again I don’t want to one up the other person if their problems are worse than mine. Now I’m here having a panic attack from trauma and people in general. I don’t even know what to do anymore.